Not Dead Yet

I haven't had much time to write. I had a part with a client Friday, and unfortunately there was no nudity. Even more unfortunately, the model at my drawing club that night was over 50 with fat rolls... The chance to draw that doesn't come along much since all the "models" I find on the internet are from porn sites, and they don't show that... of course there must be some fetish site somewhere.

I also spent quite a long time making the Hash Trash, a kind of newsletter that everyone who is in chare of the week's hash writes to announce the next location.

I went to a documentary movie today about "the earth" I think... though the main point of the film was very hard to figure out from the film itself, it was interesting. To me it was more a film about figuring out what to do with one's life. They profiled a scientist, Jane Goodall, a surf champion, and an amazing artist in Okinawa.

The one thing they all had in common, was that they all had WOW projects, and live their lives for them. I am all for and driven by the WOW project, but what I noticed from this film (not that I didn't know it before) was that there are so many WOW projects, and even though I have been striving to make WOW, I am still lost until I can figure out what I want to make the WOW in. I feel like (actually I know) I have been trying to force myself to make WOW in a field that I don't really care about (server maintenance and sys admin stuff). I am not ready to stop that yet, since it is interesting and challenging, and I don't know what field I want to make WOW in (although I would love to be doing more development and site architecture/design), but it did make me much more unsatisfied with my current situation.

Awii is dong great. In the morning, when the birds outside are singing, Guri and Awii start singing too. The only thing that is weird, is that Guri responds to sweet sounding bird songs, but Awii only responds to the giant crows.

I had a chance to finally try to use the water paints I got a week ago. I must say I am not so good.