It's Sad

I wonder how much better off the world would be without these computer thingies. This week has made me grow to despise them. I hadn't felt like actually crying for the longest time... but that all changed when I opened Outlook Express and found that all the emails I had been saving for the past 3 years had just disappeared. It is like a diary... I guess I will never be writing that auto-biography anytime soon, and it is such a loss for future generations. What will the historians use to document these last three years of my life?

Luckily I do a lot more non-work related activities while in the office than I thought. I found a lot personal email from the past two years saved there... of course I had erased a lot of them as well thinking that they were also saved at home.

I know I have them backed up somewhere (at least those from before two years ago) but I am too lazy to try to find them. It's really sad that the world must suffer so much for my laziness.

On a similar, yet unrelated note about why computers and anything computer related sucks my butt. Just after I received a notification from the Internet security watchdog folks, letting me know that a security bug has been found in a software our servers use, I set out to update the software only to find it was too late with one of them. Those big bad hackers move fast.

That wasted a day and a half of my work time, and caused me to miss the train to Fujino which I was going to take at normal after-work rush hours just to check out how crowded it is.

Here are some of the recent "art" that has been trickling out when I have the time. I have started to branch out from nudie ladies, as they have grown tiresome. I just hope the lack of practice doesn't show Friday when the nudie model club resumes.

I try not to use foul language on this site, but this time it is called for.

CRAP!

I just called the realtor. The apartment... my apartment in Fujino overlooking the lake is being taken! I just lost all sense of hope to have a life with any quality at all... But since I always look on the positive side of everything, I see it as a great opportunity to practice my blues guitar / harp tonight.