Freedom Comes Again

Ahh.. once again entering the lifestyle I came to know and love a year and a half ago after moving to a contract, work from home basis. For the next four months we have no regular classes, so I never have to force my self to wake up early. I never have to stare out the window on a beautiful calm clear day and lament the fact that by the time I get out of class (or work as the case may be) it will be too dark to kayak, or go for a jog with my camera. Sure I have thesis work to do, and I still have work work to do, but the freedom to trade three working hours in the sun for three working hours at night, or to take a long weekend one week, and make-up for it on my own discretion has spoiled me. The freedom to make what I want to make out of my job or study, instead of being forced to follow someone else's lesson plan or agenda has spoiled me. I don't know if I will ever be able to hold a regular job again. Now I have to decide what to do tomorrow with all this time I have... (other than meet with my project group... arghhh. I'm not as free as I thought.)