How can I go back?
I have lost all motivation to update my site. In fact, I have lost all motivation to do just about everything I was doing up until a few days ago... everything except take photos that is, which I did a lot of yesterday.
I am now living on the farm/nature reserve where I have been getting up early to work on the garden, take long walks, sleep in the sun, take photos, cook weed soup (with all the weeds we cleared out of the field for planting), and reading.
Today I will drink beer and play poker.
Tomorrow maybe I will kayak.
The only reason I am writing this is that I have to be online to take care of a little web work (for which I have literally no motivation other than that I am responsible for getting it done). As I wait for some big files to download and upload I thought I would take the opportunity to write a bit on the blog... but even now I get distracted by the blue sky, sun and sea I see out the window.
I thought the living conditions for the past nine months would spoil me, but how can I ever go back to Tokyo after this?