In a few days

The knots in his stomach are getting tighter as the moment of truth approaches. What will kevin do? Risk "loosing" a year and some income (and expenses) to a not-well-thought-out dreamy idea?

Or, will he return to the land of comfortable income and little risk?

We will know in a few days.

I should be clear though, that the fear is not really that it is a bad idea - Tomoe and I both agree that it is probably the most realistic idea I have had, and it is fits me better than anything else. The real fear is that no matter how good of an idea it is, and no matter how much more realistic it suddenly became when Tomoe switched jobs, I will just end up sitting in front of the computer piddling around instead of making it happen.